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Fri May 29, 2009, 11:12 PM

_{People confuse the hell out of me. Deep down I understand but somewhere in the middle I have no idea. I guess what I'm saying is I wish I didn't have to figure out, I wish things would just be said. I always feel like I'm an open book. As if people can see everything about me so clearly. I mean yes I'm writing all of this so it isn't exactly helping, but aside from that, in everyday conversation. But then I think sometimes people misconstrue my motives or such for more than they really are. I feel constantly naked with some people. I'm terrified by them in a way because they see it all - the good, the bad, and in between. I don't like the vulnerability. Makes me feel weak and terrified. It's even worse when people make the wrong assumptions and I'm made out to be something I'm not. Sigh. W/e I could go on for hours with this, but I don't want to bore anyone with my great wall of pointless words, so I'm shutting up now. Laterz.}

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~thebrokenfool May 30, 2009, 1:40:05 AM

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~kgstv May 30, 2009, 10:34:55 AM

Congrats again for your recent DD. Your stuff is incredible! Only a matter of time before you get more

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*LaRee826 May 31, 2009, 7:50:34 AM

i thank you for being honest. most people aren't like that at all. i don't see it as being vulnerable, but being strong. You're doing what you want with photography and you have some amazing people who care about you. Anyone who has those things and are completely honest are the real winners. Those who lie to get what they want in the short run don't get very far. believe me, i've seen this in effect here where i live. This is why i try to be as honest as is humanly possible. Just think positively, and have a good attitude towards life. Then good things are sure to come to you. All you really have to do is believe in yourself, your friends, your family, and God. (im not sure if you're religious or not, but whatever makes you feel good). Good luck, Kris!

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